Monday, July 18, 2011

Nothingness and letting time pass by

Staying home with no car no job living with my parents being a 19-year old with no money barely got into a Community College and having nothing to do but just watching Netflix on parents tv that is my situation.
I exercise moderately and mediate sometimes but that about it

Im not Compelling because there is  lots of people who are in a far worse situation somewhere in the world Im Aware of that and yet im still feeling a lil unhappy am i selfish i try not to be but then again everyone is a lil selfish.

I guess my Problem is  NOT being consistence and staying focus because well im not sure but i am  motivated but im not putting my motivation to use  i think and i guess part of the problem is also not being organize and NOT having set up a plan to keep track to help me keep being consistence.That why im not getting things done i guess